WHY?

What started it? What really went wrong?
Was our family's love, not as strong?
It's hard to believe, my mother's the one who's gone and choose the wrong way
Every night I cry and think about what went wrong
I ask, why she's gone, why she left DAD, why she's not here WITH dad
Like a waterfall, my eyes fill up, pouring tear after tear
Sometimes I wish my life were different, in a much better way
Hoping that god would give me, just one good day
I think to myself and ask god, why? Why isn't my life so great?
I guess he says back to me, that it's just my eternal fate
Maybe someone out there will hear my cry
Praying for me, helping me get by
Mom, I still love you, even though you left dad for another
But I still need you, I need you Mom without any third party
i only want my dad,not the dad you want me to call
why cant you just understand me,why mum?
is it a sin mum?