My REGRETS and ACHIEVEMENTS plus SATISFACTION

After moving to a place i never thought would ruin myself,in the pass i have regreted alot of stuffs
the first thing i regret is having my mum and dad to separate,then,2010 i was in science stream class and when i shifted to KUCHING,SRWK,i changed to arts stream because my mum asked me to stay on a save side,she was worrried that i wont pass my exam this coming november 2011,and so i changed to arts stream.

When i was still in science stream me and my friends always assumed that arts stream was a bad class,full of naughty kids,have a low education level,and opportunity cost to enter univesity is low.But now,since i changed to arts stream,it wasnt that bad,but surely my ambition to me 

after it all in ended here's a special quote

a doctor is GONE,so now,im thinking of having my own business,my dad told me he could help invest some money,and hopefully he will.How much i miss being in science class,but im never missing additional maths,because i suck at it,and its the reason why my mum ask me to flunk to arts stream.After gawai holiday 2010,i was already in my new school,which is at SMK JALAN ARANG,it looked like a private school,but it wasn't.THe discipline was wow!strict,but i can live with it.THIS YEAR(2011) its my senior year,i was very comfy with the school surroundings and the students around.I made history for myself in that school,hopefully a page of myself in the school yearbook,and why.?because i had beat the school's 2 years in a row female athlete!from what is see,she wasn't happy about it,before beating her up,and pushing her fame,we were *friends*and after that and that,she kinda hate me,if she sees me,she'll pretend im not there,or look somewhere else,well screw her,i dont care.beyond that,i took a lot of row in the school's activities.somehow being transfered into many different school,i like it here in smk jalan arang.not so say happy but,i have lots of good friend and not say only chicks,but also lots of guy friend,its nice being around them,the joke with them will also be on.gossiping a part of all my girlfriends,well as long we dont hurt anyone dats aite,haha,well,regrets can turn good sometimes.WHO KNEW!! im good in drawing! my bff told me i have a good imagination and she is CLAUDIA LIENNY KUEH,A very nice girl to be with.http://www.poetryoflife.com/life-goes-on/

me and claudia

AND NOT TO FORGET TWO OF MY OTHER LOVELY FRIENDS,ELLISA N MELODY

from the left,claudia,centre,melody,right.ellisa
those girls make my life worth living^^for
and above all,the guy whom i LOVE
REX RANDELL FONSEKA

hope u guys love my story for now
its not bullshit! its real for sure^^

PISSED

EVERYTHING was ready,i was all in my school uniform,my school shoes and my bag is already waiting in the car,Since 5.50am,i tried to wake my lil brother,i ask him nicely,kindly,patiently.but nothing works.I was starting to piss,i pulled his blanket,pinch his butt,and he cried and said NO SCHOOL! i was like! who told u that there's no school! its a thursday!!!no school?! time passed,and it was already 6.30am,my class starts at 6.50,in the end,i  ran to his room n tried make him take his bath and go to school,and it didnt work! i wish mum were here!!! my babysitter cant stay to take care of  him,and we cant leave him alone,i gave up,so i told her that i wont be able to go to school,and she needs to make to 2 letters for my form teacher n the principle for not going to school and extra class!AFTER my babysitter left to work,and i didnt wana look at his face,or talk to him.HE tried hard to talk to me,asking me if he can switch on the tv,play his gameboy,or even eat sweet stuffs.ALL i did was,*IGNORE HIM*

ANGEL

GIVE ME STRENGTH IN WHAT I DO
N COURAGE TO CONTINUE A
PERFECT RELATIONSHIP

MY lil CRUSH!!!!

It sounds as if you have a crush on someone other than your boyfriend and this often happens.
Sometimes the person you have a crush on is totally oblivious to how you feel and crushes are strange things!
Most of us, if we were honest ,might admit to having a 'crush' on someone at one time in our lives and the good news is that it usually goes away! 
Crushes are difficult to explain - they usually just happen.
Best thing is, if you are really fond of your boyfriend and don't want to hurt him, is to distance yourself from the object of your crush. Try to avoid situations where your in sight of him.
Objects of crushes are often someone elses partner, have non of the attributes which we usually are attracted to and seldom does anything come of it.
Try to see all the good things that attracted you to your boyfriend in the first place. If you really have come to the point where you and your boyfriend aren't as happy as you were the crush won't solve that.
Try to keep busy and away from the other person because crushes really don't usually ever come to anything. You might look back on it soon and cringe! 

happy birthday love

I want to say I love you on your birthday,Though love is something you don't want from me.Things didn't go so well when I last said it,And so I'll keep it silent in my heart. But how the words reverberate within me!A song that I must struggle not to sing,A music I must dance to without motion,A poem that I must never read aloud. Your wishes are a wall I would not scale,Yet won't abandon, loathe to leave behind.I cannot have, and cannot bear to lose you,And so I send you this in my despair.

i love my boyfriend

I met you and I saw such wonderful person
Then I became your best friend, and had a reason…a reason
That touched me and walked me through life with you…. I walked
And began to have these
Feelings, they were unexplainable and sealed my heart...
That I knew this friendship will never fall apart, and at that moment I said, "I know deep Inside me I will be with you forever”, as we go through ups and downs
We will always be strong together….you made me realize who I really am
And have showed me the right way…and I know I’ll do my everything to
Make our relationship stay...You’re my joy and my everything the heart to 
keep me alive….I love you... Now and always and forever until I die.
Believe me when I say this but its true….. My love for you
Is everything……, without you I’m nothing and I don’t know what I would do without you, all I know is that my heart would be torn apart or may?
Cause me to do suicide and many crazy things…... and for that reason that 
would make me have unpleasant feelings, you know I’m here for… as you are
for me…and I believe that you’ll never leave me or ever try to hurt me…you
do whatever to have a smile on my face and make me happy…and that I am
so thankful for being everything to me…I know sometimes I don’t know how
to return the way you are with me… but trust me I try my best to keep the
Stress from hurting me...I always hold it all inside and I’m sorry for what
I’ve done wrong I mean it deep inside…. I know my love for you is like a
song, a song that will always play for you...And doesn’t have any
regrets…and feels so lucky to have you…
And I always thank God every moment of my life…and like I said my love...
No matter what happens I'll always and forever love you till the end of time..!Rex Randell Fonseka!muahhx3!

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